You Didn't Draw Me A Smile, You Painted A New Scar

This is exactly what you get when you throw away something which is good for you, and choose another choice which is not good as it seemed. It seemed so perfect and unbelievable, before suddenly you find the truth. And truth always hurts. People say, follow your heart for the best result. But who knows? They are not always right. And doesn't it hurt more, if you really mean it, mean this thing you thought it was good?

Hey you.

I have two eyes right on my face and three on the back of my heart. My vision is extremely good. Especially to see those LITTLE things you showed people off. I'm a little kiddo, and people thought I was easy to be fooled, but I prove them wrong. My brain is big enough to fits all of my thoughts, and I'm not that stupid to be replaced by a newer and richer and older stuff. Don't you ever underistimate this kiddo, cause once I got hurt, I couldn't stop the passion to kill. Seriously.

I said I'm fine, but actually I'm not.

You gotta thank God cause I have a very big heart, very big, until it's going to explode cause it's overloaded with my anger. You gotta thank God once again cause I just sit here in silence, pretend like I'm okay and there's nothing happen, pretend all of the anger and the doomsday inside here. But this silence and this patience have their own restrictions.

You know exactly how I fell down once, then you got me back with my smile, but you built a trap to see me fall once again. How dare you? Why did I choose you? Why did I trust you? Why you started it if you don't know how to end it?

Fortunately, I don't do menye-menye stuffs, and I'm not craving for your kindness to leave your new stuff and back with me, or just crying in the corner of my room and recall the moments with two pieces of tickets I promised to keep, and say "I have to forget you, huhuhu, oh but I can hardly dump these tickets like what you did to me, huhuhuhu". Oh please. Thanks, but I'm riot. Tickets? I have more tickets when I watched movie with my friends, and the moments were more fun than with you. Does it mean a lot? Like A LOT? Ha ha. I could burn it and flush it away in the toilet. But what a cute kiddo am I... I still keep it. And I will show it to my future child, and say "this unlucky guy dumped me, and seriously, the only one who deserve to be dumped is him, not me. So accidentally, I dumped him. I dumped him, he was just way too fast to have a new one. You got it?"

Well, man, I always love these words "I can find a thousand you in a second, but you can't find another me in a thousand years". Note that. I'm not fine, I'm angry, I just don't care. She's richer, but I'm prettier. Accept the truth, even it hurts.

KMFA,
skitts.